I feel like all this hard work won’t do anything until I change my lifestyle. I really envy athletic people because this must be easy compared to what they have to do, but I must stay motivated. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can’t quit now or else I’ll have to live like this forever lol.
I’m just trying to motivate myself right now so if you read this sorry if I sound lik a whore.
Anyways, in order for me to become the person I want to be I really have to quit fast food, junk food, and being lazy. It’s sort of hard eating healthy when all the food your Mom buys is junk soooo I have to see what I can do, but I will manage and by the end of this year, I hope, I’ll be who I want to be and I’ll be content with myself.
Hopefully.
